I say Im so weird
He says yeah but Im weird too, so we make the perfect couple
Yeah I use to think that too but I was wrong.
You took me to your hide out.
It was the most beautiful thing Ive ever seen.
You told me that you have never showed anybody but me.
(I really didnt believe you but what can I do)
You told me that I was the coolest person youve ever met and that
Well last forever, (that was a lie too)
1 month later
He Say Im sorry, I never thought that I will say this but its over. You and I are no longer
Boyfriend and girlfriend. You know the s
What Do You Want Me To Do
I Cant Solve My Own Feelings
Do You Know How Much I Care For You
Call It Bullshit But Its The Truth
Call It A Lie, But Even You Dont Understand
Gave You My Heart But I Dont
WANT IT Back
You Can Have It Forever
Always Remember Me Even If You
Dont Think About Me
You Said:
Forget You
I Say:
Never!
I say Im so weird
He says yeah but Im weird too, so we make the perfect couple
Yeah I use to think that too but I was wrong.
You took me to your hide out.
It was the most beautiful thing Ive ever seen.
You told me that you have never showed anybody but me.
(I really didnt believe you but what can I do)
You told me that I was the coolest person youve ever met and that
Well last forever, (that was a lie too)
1 month later
He Say Im sorry, I never thought that I will say this but its over. You and I are no longer
Boyfriend and girlfriend. You know the s
What Do You Want Me To Do
I Cant Solve My Own Feelings
Do You Know How Much I Care For You
Call It Bullshit But Its The Truth
Call It A Lie, But Even You Dont Understand
Gave You My Heart But I Dont
WANT IT Back
You Can Have It Forever
Always Remember Me Even If You
Dont Think About Me
You Said:
Forget You
I Say:
Never!
Out Of My Wide Opened Chest He Took My Heart
Broke It Into Tiny Pieces And Threw Back The Key
I Only Gave It To Him But He Just Stopped Loving Me
Now My Heart Is Locked Once Again
I Dont Ever Think Ill let Anyone Else In
I Feel Cold And Hard As True Stone
None Of My Emotions Will Ever Again Be Shown
i. i will always
be waiting for my
someday.
(would you like
to wait with
me?)
ii. sometimes,
giving up and
letting go
sound awfully nice.
(you are the reason why
i dont.)
iii. i believe that words
can paint rainbow
sunsets and rivers and
happiness and golden
skies and things full
of life.
(im still trying to figure out
how.)
iv. writing non-fiction
makes me feel horribly
self-conscious.
(im waiting
for everyone to realize
im nothing special.)
v. i dont want
to belong
to anyone. i
only want to be
mine. i only want
to be
me.
(i like to pretend
im independent.)
Im complicated and dont understand
what goes on in my own head
I cant figure out why shades
of black never change to white or gray
I want to know why I feel this way
I think some days I will be fine
but others I just lag behind
sometimes I think that I am
two minds trapped in one shell
so who I am? Its too hard to tell
I have the urge to run from all I've seen
I dont know exactly just what I mean
I have been left dangling many times
sometimes I've had to jump to safety all alone
then others I've had my family and friends
to bounce my problems on
they say that we are to learn from our mistakes
then they tell us to follow our heart
but what if it lead us right back to the start
no one really knows how much the heart can hold
yet it is so very small and just too easy to brake
I've jumped off and maybe broke something when landing
it's so hard because I know that if I follow my heart
it takes me back to where I just left. "Frustration"
my heart is just too fragile right now
no one really knows how much the heart can bare
it is very deli
What Am I?
Drips of joy and some of pain
peel me and find yet more restrain
but if you expect something deeper
water wont cover up my given name
you will shed many drops from your eyes
so don't take these words by surprise
I know I may be a nuisance
within the growing fields
many may have complained
of my aroma and sight
I can't help how I was named
by God's given Light
who I am is just who I am
liked or disliked I am all the same
and I go by no other name
in july, i cut out paper snowflakes and colored them rainbow, then taped them to the inside of my window.
"what's with the snowflakes?" you asked, confused, when you noticed them.
"i like snowflakes," i replied simply.
"but it's july. it never snows in july, so why put snowflakes up?" you asked, still puzzled.
i said, "because if a miracle happens and it does snow, the inside will match the outside for once."
you asked, after a moment's pause, "why color them rainbow?"
"because not everything is black and white."
but you never understood. later, you tore them down, and i caught you feeding them to a candle's flames.
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it was foggy
Current Residence: In my own Favourite genre of music: Rock and Alternative all The Way MP3 player of choice: Ipod(can't live Without it) Skin of choice: my own(haven't heard that before) Personal Quote: YNKWYGTIG ( You never know what you got till it's gone)
I'm thinking about alot of things lately.
It's wierd cuz my mind is on a rush. :lol:
It Valentine's Day Soon.
Not a big fan and never spent it with anyone. =D
Well I ahven't been on and that's different.
I just want summer to come already.
I'm sick of the winter
So Today I'm super excited =)
Today i was checking my muisc and then i find out that THE RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS is coming out with a new album :boogie:
So yeah I just wanted to write that down.
I'm super happy If you haven't realize yet.=D